Recklessly Romantic

It Took all My questionable sanity to Choose this path of Life. Being Recklessly romantic has degenerated my intellectual gift into "God Knows" Level. So Don't Beg me a pardon for questioning my brain as I would never beg your pardon for being Me and This is the way I life my Life.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

EID MUBARAK


The picture was taken yesterday at KL International Airport, Most of Indonesian students in my university went back yesterday and today, home sweet home :)


Assalammu'alaikum,
Tidak terasa, Ramadhan sudah tiba di penghujungnya.Saya dan keluarga mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Eid-ul Fitri,Taqabalallahu Mina wa Minkum,Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Bathin.Kalau ada salah-salah kata tolong dimaafkan dengan tulus dan ikhlas.It's glad to be home but my Bubu is not around...:(Take care everybody, Have a blessing and rewarding Eid.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Tentang Ramadhan


The picture taken on the first nite of Ramadhan after tarwih in Uni's Masjid, we were sitting in front of library..lonely euy, banyak kawan yang nangis, we miss our families..hiks..

Assalammu'alaikum wrt wbt

Sudah cukup lama nih hiatus a.k.a ngga nge-blog. Gimana kabarnya Mba,teteh, ummi, bunda, n sahabat lainnya ( mas n abang ada nda ya :). Alhamdulillah saya dan keluarga baik2x saja, mohon maaf ya karena bleum bisa membalas kunjungan sahabat2x tersayang nih, punten ya, Insya allah after final exams bisa blogwalking sepuas-puasnya...
Tentang Ramadhan kali ini..
It’s a quiet and serene one; I immensely enjoy the ambience of Ramadhan especially in this university. People turns to be a better and kinder person, Masha Allah, it's a blessing of Ramadhan. Even for me, though I'm spending Ramadhan far away from my beloved ones (my family) but the spirit of Ramadhan keep me alive and spiritually enhanced. Allahu akbar. Life is more organized in Ramadhan because we are obliged to apportion our time proportionately and there's a time for everything, Masha Allah. If only every month was Ramadhan, life would be so wonderful :).
Ramadhan means a lot for me. It’s a romantic month ..hmmm...( oh well pls bear with me coz I got married a week after the end of Ramadhan).
As I mentioned before of how I immensely enjoy the tranquility and spiritual contained ambience around me. Sometimes as I pray to Allah in the night, I felt this soft pang in my heart. It's trully amazing, how I enjoyed this kind of pang which used to bother me. Which kind of pang I'm talking about? A soft pang which thumps me right on my qalb (heart), it awaken my sensitivity and sensory nerves to react more humane or in other words, to return to my fitrah.
I enjoy Ramadhan where my recitation of Al Qur'an is getting longer, where my tears falling down for the sake of repentance, where I do not to feel sleepy during the sahur time for the sake of Barakah seeking purpose. Not to mention above how I could reach this state of mind where I’m no longer reckless and weary. I feel more energetic and positive. Allahu Akbar.
I am blessed to be given an opportunity to taste the deliciousness of Ramadhan this year and for this chance, I have decided to opt for the best and only the best to be done in Ramadhan. Yes, I will have my final exams in coming weekend, yes, I’m spending Ramadhan far away from my beloved ones( it hurts though), but I won’t spoil this Ramadhan by eerie performances of my ibadah and study. This Ramadhan has to be much better than last year Insha Allah I am motivated for this noble purpose.
So for all my beloved sisters and brothers in Islam, let’s do our best for this Ramadhan and benefit this Holly month as a turning point to be a better Muslim in other months.
There many things to tell about my Ramadhan, too many to be honest, but only the best experience I would love to share with you all, and Please be Hurry, we have only 17 days left and so many things are left to be done, Hurry for Allah’s Barakah and Hidayah, Race to get Allah’s Mercy and Forgiveness, for we are blessed to be given an opportunity to purify ourselves in this holly month of Ramadhan. May Allah bless our efforts to seek for His blessing and forgiveness. For some who think that Ramadhan is not so special and still feeling numb to race for Allah’s reward, I humbly beg to differ.
Wassalammu’alaikum

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Andai Tangan Tak Kuasa Berjabat
Setidaknya Kata Masih Dapat Terungkap
Tulus Hati Mohon Maaf
Atas Segala Salah dan Khilaf
Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Friday, September 30, 2005

Telah Berpulang Ke Rahmatullah


Dr. Unvar Rahman Abdul Mutholib.

My Beloved lecturer and deputy dean in student’s affair passed away on Wednesday 28th at 1.30 pm Kuala Lumpur time from Dengue and diabetic complication.
He was a humble and kind hearted lecturer in the Department of Accounting.
It is a great loss for us, for those who have been touched by his brilliant expertise, his modesty and his earnest attitude. He was a good Muslim who would actively encourage us to organize any kind of Islamic activities and was the one who never missed the invitation to attend halaqa (Islamic gathering).
We love him dearly. It was too soon, but Allah knows best. He was only been hospitalized for one week before Izrail took his soul to return to his Rabb.
I still remember how warm he greeted us during the night of “Celebrating Student Excellent”, December 2004 (picture above). He handed me the certificate for the Dean Listed student Award and congratulated my small achievement with sincere words. I would never forget that night. Between all the deputy deans, Rector and other VIPs he was the simplest one. Directly attended the Celebration Night from his hectic office after such a long tiring day with whatever costume he was wearing that day. Yet, Dr. Unvar was the dearest among all as always.
This morning, he supposed to teach us Seminar of cost Accounting (the toughest and the deadly subject of all in Accounting), but Dr. Nik appeared and taught us for 30 minutes before she broke down and cried. The pain was excruciating in our hearts. We would prefer to end up the class earlier in silent. Dr. Nik apologized and we understood.
We need some time. The whole department is mourning.
I guess all the good people in the world go faster than others.
May Allah bless his soul and give him a place in Jannah. Amiin.
We will miss you sir,.........we’ll surely do.